Wednesday, April 7, 2010

A Girl Called Gus and the Case of My Trip To Wonderland.



Sometimes I wonder where I have gone. I wonder where I escape to. It's almost as if I am a bundle of warm air and then crap opens the door and there I go, flooding away from God. It seems so much easier to just run away from God until He smacks me in the face and tells me He is always right here. What the heck. Apathy has become my best and worst friend. I want a divorce. Maybe I am in wonderland and the other part of me with no emotion is in the real world. It's almost 1:30 in the morning. Goodness. Subsequently I have nothing to say.

2 comments:

bryn the dancer. said...

someone went to community last night, :] he is always there <3
and he'll always love you no matter how far you go on that rocketship.
hey. he's never going to fail you. hebrews 13:5
and we do have a purpose in life. to give God glory.

i love you.

Kelsey said...

Yeah what Joel said really stuck out in my mind. I can feel myself returning. I have taken Jake's advice in slowly studying one book of the bible. It is working.

Thank you dearly dear.
I love you.