__ Am at the foot of the Cross.

I can't sleep.
I should have been in bed long ago.
I have to wake up in approximately 6 hours.
I can't deny the guilt I have in me.
I can't deny the happiness I have in me either.
I am at a fork between jubilance and pure hypocrisy.
I have begun every sentence with "I" so far.
I.
I.
It's about time I start thinking about someone else.
I feel so contaminated and smudged.
I feel this sudden self-disgust.
I feel like a hypocrite.
I should take out all of these I's and me's and just focus on God.
God.
Take me out of the equation.

__ just need to focus on God.
__ need to find out where He is taking __.
__need to learn. Need to improve.
God keep improving __. Molding __.
__ am Yours.